October 2010
“Now the strangers have caught on
And they’re riding in the backseat
The...”
If I haven’t made it abundantly clear by now, I have never hated a place as much as I do Buffalo. And even though this year will be a test of willpower, as the past month has been already, I have learned, and will continue to learn something. Being in a less than desirable place has made me cling to the things I love all the more tightly. I have invested so much more of myself into the...
September 2010
What I want? What I need.
I guess this is verging on an obsession, but I have never cared so much or wanted anything so badly in my entire life. I need to get accepted and to move to New York next year. It seems juvenile; the small town kid wanting to make it big in the city, but I want it so bad that I almost can’t see it happening. I feel so connected to New York, and I just want to bring my perspective to a...
First exam done. I have a half hour to carbo-load and watch an episode of SATC
These next two weeks are gonna kick my ass. After studying for the past 6 hours, all I can do is crawl into bed with some cinnamon tea and pray for daylight.
God damn it I am so sick of getting back to my dorm and gagging because the smell is so bad. I need to move out.
Working on my application, I have to get accepted. I’ve never wanted anything so badly in my entire life.
This day went from fantastic to horrific in the course of about 30 seconds.
Seven months without a friend, seven months since I last held your hand, and felt your warmth for the last time. I love you always and I will never stop thinking about you. Peter <3
“Anybody that stays home is dead.
If I die it won’t be from sittin’...”
Since I have to lug around my camera in a man-purse all day I figured I might as well try to post a new picture every day.
“But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you...”
“We must march my darlings, we must bear the brunt of danger,
We, the youthful...”
Okay tomorrow will be different. I’ll actually be smart about where I put seams and pleats. Suppressing a massive headache and working on sketches and plans for the next outfit.
GOOD THING I WAS PROBABLY POISONED TONIGHT.
Christ I miss living alone.
High fashion UGGs? That's like putting lipstick on...
Jimmy Choo, stay the fuck away from UGGs and stick to what you do best.
Oh fuck. Complete and total creative shutdown.
Gym, Laundry, Grocery shopping…I have the life of a suburban housewife.
Oh I'm a lonely painter, I live in a box of...
Listening to Joni, watching the rain, and hanging out with my two houseplants for the rest of the night.
I just have to make it through to next tuesday when I can FINALLY start in the costume design department :)
And grace will lead us home.
I wonder if anyone will ever see Karl Lagerfeld’s eyes…
Praise be to the theater department, Happy for the first time in a few days
“Ten thousand things rise and fall without cease,
Creating, yet not possessing,...”
– Tao Te Ching 